Sinful me.

Turning back the clock

2008-06-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

This is not an illusion. I AM BLOGGING ! HAHA.
It has been so long la.
hmm. i am starting to get accustomed to my life in jc finally le. But i seriously think i lost some valuable things along the way.

I so miss my dear fiona lah. though i met her recently, but i nvr have the chance to talk to her.i'm sure u have alot of things to say to me right? i really hope she is doing fine in her new poly now. anw u still owe me a present uh(:

and i wonder how are the others doing.. angelyn, eileen, felicia( u look YOUNGER now!), wenjia and lipkai who is in army now...i hope you all do miss me. (:

the bbq is coming soon...you know i want everyone to go right, so dun disappoint me can, people? time to find back our memories....(:

man, i'm whining like some puny kid now. haha.
okay i want to blog about my life in yjc! first ever post on it sia.

actually up till now, i did have a small small regret in me for choosing yj.(secret) Coz people has been telling me so so MUCH about yj that it makes me one of them too.

BUT, I ENJOY my stay in school! woots

nice to meet people like hongray, jeremy, jinghang, pingfan( he is from my sec school but i NVR TOK to him even once before he appears in my class now), lea, eric...

i shall jot down my experience with them:

hongray. he is just like a big bro to me,literally too. (: i could rate him as one of my best best pal liao..but i think he thinks i am keeping alot from him. HAHA. hmm, rmb the first time i met him..fierce looking..like some laoda lah. but actually he is a really nice chap who cares so much about his hair..even vain-er than me lah. oh and thks for giving me so so many comments , i will rmb that if i really become a star one day i shall rmb u! i will sign my signature for u eh! (:

so next is jeremy. momo kid lo. everytime only knows how to eat. likes to fight with pearlyn. haha but u are my good buddy la. no matter what you do, i will always be with u k. so dun so momo liao ! (:

JINGHANG! woots, my super hyper classmate. you liven up our lives everyday sia..in case u dunno, i really admire u. coz u can really brighten ppl so easily with ur spastic smile. *twist* (:
he really impacts me alot..and i believe that u are still in your puberty la. so grow and grow and grow k. haha.

pingfan likes to ps us. always MIA. here's a little secret about me to him. in phs, i always notice got this guy beside our class...then i realise he likes to copy me! like when i start to wear contacts or style up my hair, i can always see this stoopid guy mimic-ing me the next day ...and in case u dunno, this guy is pingfan! haha! but he is quite cute la..i mean he really knows how to joke with ppl. nice guy.

next is our class nu qiang ren --lea! she is so li hai la...so good in everything she did. i darn envious luh. and she dun likes to sleep..big dark eye circles is her trademark. (: she is really very selfless ..like she will help us complete our pw when everyone is darn tired or mia. we all feel so indebted to u . one of my best female friend in yj la. (:

ohh eric. hmm actually i dun really know him that well. but can see that he is funny and cares alot for his friends. i rmb the incident in the park..really appreciate what u did and said then.(: and he is so scandalous with pearlyn la. dun make jeremy jealous. XP haha.

of coz there are many many others but u know, lazy me is too tired to list down everyone la.. {and in case pearlyn is reading this and wonder why i didnt mention her, it is because we are too shou le..we know what we want to say to each too well le,right pchua?._.}

i seriously love my class..let's hope all wont retain(CHOY!) AND BE TGT ALWAYS! (:

Job Experience

2007-12-17T11:22:00.001+08:00

i think i have been working at isetan for ard like 15 day alr.

not a bad experience considering i got to work at the first floor. HAHA.
many girls.

update more later with pics.

haha.

finally i got myself a chance to hang out with my dear fiona.
yeah.
and fiona my dear, you must wear the dress i bought for you tmr k.

christmas coming.
i want gifts!

haha.i planning to organize a get-together dinner probably.
it has been so long since we get to hang out together la. it sucks.

okay i will miss lipkai who is in army now. hope he is doing okay.
always like a big brother to us. :)

i think i have alot of things to update. But i still need to get to work later.
come visit me leh you all.

Isetan scotts level one.

haha. :)

Hair Experience!

2007-12-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

So i am back to blogging again.
Haha coz probably i am more 'free' now. :)

okay this post will be solely dedicated to my 'hair experience' at Monsoon Novena Square.

As many may have know, the novena square's monsoon was supposed to be the one from the Bugis (should be the best outlet around).
But seriously it wasn't THAT freaking great either.

Service was not bad, considering i paying high price for a cut and colouring.

BUT i could not stand the wait! IT WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN LONG!
It took almost 45mins just for the stylist to be available to cut my hair?!?!
I thought the counter says she is in the hse? shucks.

Then i saw the boss, ____ lee.
His hard-selling of products and services totally turn the customers off.
Some qoutes:

1. " Your hair is too frizzy, u need blah blah blah.......it will cost u around 300 dollars. oh yeah it does not include the haircut cost, which is 169 and gst too."

2. " Wo zhen me hui cut dao bu hao kan?"

I think none of you know he likes to hop around in the studio? Funny.

So this is roughly what i encounter in the salon, not forgetting some of the Stars i saw.

The result wasn't that bad, hope my colour will not run off too soon. :)

Revived from nowhere

2007-06-30T21:54:00.001+08:00

To think that i actually blogging again, i think it will die one day again.

Okay so today was suppose to be prelim oral.
Screwed, as always.

I dunno why ppl can sleep and listen at the same time?! Multi-tasked u. careful eh, dun zhou3 huo3 ru4 mo2.
Pissed.

so now band is in different hands, i believe that everyone has their own style. do what u deemed right, we will support you.

and sorry gladys eh, for not gg.

and juz rmb our date uh.
LOL.

2006-11-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah...i am finally coming back for blogging le...

haha, i was too LAZY then..too much work too do.

yeah, so far the hols have been great. yay, and i think i got to learn a few more things here and there. yeah esp from the NCO camp. I gotten damn damn dark... and the tan just wont go away.

my mum told me that it will probably take more than a month or so. damn. then i will just have to stick to it.

so today was very fun indeed. help out in distributing the flyers, and even met a lift breakdown?!?! with us inside! haha, have fun trying to ESCAPE.

and just got the news tt my mum is going to buy me a new pair of slippers and a new jacket. woots. finally i can get away from that quiksilver slipper, coz it nearly coz me to fall everytime there is the damn rain.

so yeah, next week will be chalet! time for some chilling session. =D

i think after that will be hard time for me le..coz the concert is round the corner, and i havent even practise on the La Passio de Crist...damn, and it was 11 pages long, 38mins plus song?!?!
i would die from it man.

ya, and thks for the encourgements from u guys. thks for supporting this concert. Esp amirun, carlyn, sheryl, shahidah, harold and many more.. must come uh!

BLEACH-ing

2006-10-24T18:27:00.000+08:00

whoa, i just love the anime- BLEACH!

Cannot imagine i was addicted to it. I finished like more than 20 esps in half a day?!?!

And it was damn damn hilarous at times. BWAHAHAHA.

But it could not be compared to Full Metal Alchemist. I still think it is the best anime though. :)

2006-10-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

i had a hard time trying to find something to do...

well, check this out.

Love it man. It train your rythmn and your finger's flexibility.
Anyway it was quite similar to AuditionSea, but i prefer the tunes of O2Jam. UPBEAT!
Download it and have a match with me, k folks?

Just curious, anyone still playing Maple?
I found it quite lame, and a waste of time.
Heard this out, esp June.
Get a Life. KIDS.

2006-10-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

I must confess that i din pon sch because i overslept again, it is due to my laziness to wake up.
There is a big BIG difference, ok?

Ok, I think I kena infected by the haze le?!

Symptoms of whether u kena infected:

Teary Eyes.
Headache.
Cough and Flu.
Sore Throat.
Breathlessness

I must say that out of 5, I score 4. Wad' hell.
Right now i am relaxing away from reality. LoLx.
Next week shall be Higher Chinese O's. Gonna be stress up again.

Publicity

2006-10-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

This post is to help to publicise the band concert that is coming up in 22nd Dec.

Sembawang Symphonic Winds together with guest bands, Presbyterian High School Symphonic Band and Republic Polytechnic Winds Symphony

proudly present

Information ( Performance Sequence ):

Matinee Concert

Guest Bands: Presbyterian High and Republic Polytechnic's Bands

Sembawang Symphonic Winds

Autumn Soliloquy
James Barnes
(Soloist: Ms. Shirley Lim)

Concertino for Marimba and Winds
Alfred Reed
(Soloist: Mr. Teo Jia Rong)

Rhapsody for Euphonium and Concert Band
James Curnow
(Soloist: Mr. Aaron Ng)

Rhapsody for Flute
Stephen Bulla
(Soloist: Mr. Clement Lim)

Combined Piece ( together with players from guest bands) :
Animation Songs Medley
Jo Hisaishi / arr. by Kazuhiro Morita

Evening Concert

Sembawang Wind Orchestra

Concerto for Alto Saxophone
Ida Gotkovski
(Soloist: Mr. Sun Lu)
S'pore Premiere

Concerto for Flute in D
W.A. Mozart
(Soloist: Mr. Zhong Kaiyi)
S'pore Wind Band Premiere

Oboe Concerto
Joseph Haydn
(Soloist: Mr. Andrew Ng)

Symphonic Variants for Euphonium and Band
James Curnow
(Soloist: Mr. Twain Teo)
S'pore Premiere

Combined Piece ( SSW, SWO and Joseph, Sinyi, Riki & Jacob from PHS Band) :
The Passion of Christ
Ferrer Ferran

*come look for any band members in the performing bands for the tickets. Thank You.

2006-10-21T11:19:00.000+08:00

hey, i just know that Pussycat Dolls has just top the Billboard this week.

Their Buttons have top the chart and just won the Platinum Award in USA.
cool.

Arent They hot?!

Listen to their buttons on my jukebox.

2006-10-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

i just flipped tru my calender, and to my disgust i found that my hols are packed.

see this:

Extended lessons till 17th Nov.
NCO Camp from 6th Nov till 10th Nov. ( this means i can skip some lessons )
3Grace Chalet 14th to 16th Nov.
Band Practical Test.
2E Chalet at the last week of Nov.
Ms Lem's Wedding, 3rd Dec.
Intensive Band Training..
Band Camp on 7th and 8th Dec.
Trip to Melbourne or Perth or Both..
Band Concert on 22th Dec.
Christmas Day Party and Outing.
Band Chalet.

All this are happening in just two months sia... and not forgetting my own free time...

that left about less than 10 to 15 days for my own activites...

2006-10-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

HEY!

I was finally back to update this blog..seems like it has gone all so dead. Thks to the exams.
And i did try to change for a better skin.
TAH-DAH. here it is.

nice right???

recently the PSI has been high, and it is causing my thoart to irritate.
drink more water, k folks?

the past few days had been boring..and i am down with post-exam syndrome once again.
and i think i will hang with it longer this time round.

oh ya, my results have been pretty bad .
nvm, just rmb that thks all GODS that this is not O's ,
haha.

2006-09-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

this week is pulling me down further.

i starting to feel that i sucks in everything.

sometimes i do think that i need to take a breather.

a long one.

give me a break.

aniway, my mum just cancelled our vacation to Melbourne.

bloody hell. and i cant return to perth AGAIN this year!

it makes me doubly sad.

it has been a long while since i go to that house of ours.

2006-09-17T14:33:00.000+08:00

this entry was for yesterday.

band was long, and that plato song wasnt that nice to play.

went to buy my farewell clothes. shop damn long in orchard.
saw michelle chia!!! she damn pretty lahx. love her smoky eyes.

yeah. then cant find the right size in 77th street, then the salesgirl told me to go to J8 to see.
damn, oso dun have!...

haha, luckily didnt go back and buy...went CWP instead to try my luck.
and did manage to find the whole collection there!?!?

siao bo, shld have just go there instead.
anyway, it oso dun have the medium size. ended up buying the more expensive one.

haha, i am damn looking forward to the farewell siax.

2006-09-16T07:23:00.000+08:00

it feels pretty ironic with my previous post.

jasmine has gone home.
hiaz.

SI gonna be a guy AGAIN. hope jonathan will win, coz i dun wanna have a malay idol again.

so next week we will go Swensens finally.
thks to ms lem! :)

yeah, and gonna watch Forbidden City. thks to those who are not going, so i can go. :)

also farewell function is just one week later le, gonna have intensive preparation this few days.
buck up guys!

seems like next week is packed with activities.

but too bad exams are round the corner too. makes me damn stress up again.

2006-09-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

I rmb one very good story with a very good moral behind it.

There was an old man walking on the beach one day.

He spotted one young child throwing starfish on the beach back into the sea.

He was puzzled and went up to him and asked, ' Son, wad are u doing ?? '

The child replied, ' It needs to be in the sea to live. I am just saving it. '

The old man nodded, but asked again, ' But there are so many starfishes that needed to be saved, How are u gonna save them all? '

The son agreed and said, ' I know i cant. But it did make a big difference to this starfish. '

I was real touched by this story. Although it was short and simple, but it makes me understand something.

Never underestimate how much you can contribute to one's life.

It feels great to have helped someone in distress. And this feeling, you cant, and never will get with money. It can only be purchased by your heart.

Your kind heart.

2006-09-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

hey i feel so scared for jasmine.
i REALLY hope to see her in the finals.
but it seems impossible now to me.
i am sad.

watching forbidden city next week. it was like a day before when i asked hongzhen they all wanna go watch, then the next day sch is offering tickets at discount. LOLX.

band was not bad, i really see how some sections matured.
but as a band, some had not.
time and challenges are wad we really needed.
hopefully we will have wad we waited for.

there is gonna be a test - to gauge where u are.
hope that mine will not be THAT diff.
and everyone will do fine for this test.

i hoped for the very best tomorrow.
JASMINE IS NOT GOING HOME!!!!

2006-09-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

they postponed the exchange ONCE AGAIN.
wasted our effort for practising so hard for nearly one week.

went back sch for humanities lessons.
boring.

go Kimage to cut hair. haha, i was sexually harassed by the hairdresser.
she keeps saying, u called joseph arhs.. then keep smiling at me..
lolx.
first time have my hair washed by others. very shiok?!?! no. very itching lo.

went town to look for farewell clothes. saw a black coat that cost 70 dollars sia.
pretty, and the skull pendant looks cool on it. my mum told me she gonna buy it, if i score well this time. YEAH!!
walk ard...and saw chen ning. whoa, shocked sia.
went topshop...and saw lots of my bros' clothes...and my mum's dress there...haha..
saw some performance by the guitar club from some schools. quite interesting.

afterall, it is tiring sia. and i badly need a tiger balm on my shoulder now. the bag is killing me.

2006-09-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

thks juz for buying the breakfasts.
couldnot believe that everyone was late for it. haha.

band today was NOT OK.
i do not wish to take it too personal.
and i shall not divulge too much.

i wonder do they ever try and listen?
do they ever try to think this whole thing as a whole?
sometimes, they are just too self-centred with wad is going ard them
hey guys, it is high time u all shld noe how to cooperate and listen.

i could not imagine how we are gonna have a exchange with this attitude in mind,
i do not wish to malu anyone and our band.
but from this rate we are going,
i dun think we will ever make it far.

dun think too highly of yourself, folks.

2006-09-06T06:55:00.000+08:00

woke up at ard 3am todae. didnt realise that i slept on my couch in the balcony aft reading that boring story book. and now i cant go back to sleep...lolx.

here is abt yesterday.
i managed to find some measly time to rush my homework. though i miss the time for heymath's test.
ok, so i meet up with juz to go sch to study. and it turned out quite well la.
haha. waited for sinyi to come , and thks for ur cookies. :)
yeah, so we went to polish our instrument, and hey, juz found one pretty good solution that can clean the insides of the instrument. hmm. pretty useful.
clean clean clean....then mr tan came.
haha, and came one guy that is mr tan look-a-like. almost 90% alike-ness.
haha, i combine with juz for the exchange songs.

and time do pass so quickly, went for dinner at cavana. almost 9.30 pm. then.

ha, now after like 10 hrs, i am going band AGAIN!! third time this week..sick sia.

2006-09-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

actually i planned todae to study in band sia, but it turned out otherwise.
hah, but it was fun though.

ok. i butt into some sections during sectionals. i think i DO have some NATURAL TALENT in playing trumpet and horns. hah.
but i must say they were hard.

went j8 and come back again.
blah blah blah...ended band at ard 7.

gosh. the rain came at a bad time.
went sun plaza to buy food to eat...oso to waste time...
but still raining siax...

aniwae, there is a gal who asked me whether i need a shelter. hey, i was lucky man...to meet a kindred soul..
haha, she actually bothered to walk me to the the blocks near my hse..haha..n she told me she was called Annabelle...haha..cute sia..
anyway, thks sia.

ok, tomolo i am going to band AGAIN! lolx.
looks like this week is gonna be band week..

2006-09-03T07:32:00.000+08:00

band was pretty bad yesterday.
dont wish to tok abt it.

went chinatown to buy tablecloths and ribbons.
it costs really a bomb.
saw minghui.
he damn funny lah, says wad he went into a mosque thinking that it was a shopping centre?!?!
ok, that was lame. anyway, we then went to have some light dinner.
fried dumplings and coconuts. lolx. had a fun time laughing at each other.
then walk ard to find that desserts shop.
sinyi was so malu to have mispronounce the shop. haha. and she really had no idea that she was wrong. cute sia.

saw mrs lai and her, i think is hubby bah, eating too. lolx. so shocked. anyway she was more shocked when i told her we came to buy cloth? lolx.
ok, i think i dont like the desserts though they was famous for that.

minghui bought some ginger sweet which everyone had a hard time chewing it.
eh, dont feed this sweets to your children next time ok?

saw june and rachel in the train. lolx. wad a coincidence.

reached home at abt 10pm+ . was hoping to see some souls in the hse.
disappointed.....

i did some of the geog homeworks before falling aslp on the table.
and u noe wad. when i woke up todae, i was disappointed again.
no one is ard...again.
oh man. i really felt lonely.

2006-08-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

i noe that sometime i was abit too much. pardon me. i noe that sometime i was abit too demanding. pardon that. i noe that sometimes i was abit too getting on ur'll nerves and it felt like nuisance to you all. im sorry about that.
blames on me. nvm. im used to being blamed.

now i just wanna break free, and be independent .
dad, i noe that u need to return to japan to help out with the business. leave the hse safe with me, or not us.
kor, relax. i will share my things with u. and be sure to share urs too. :)
sis, just stop all your fucking shits then i will leave u alone, with yr bf.
mom, pls come back from work earlier. i missed ur warmth in the hse.
grandpa and grandma, come to singapore to look for me k?

in sch, i often wonder, why i felt being so left out? i felt that i could not get things done w/o u all.
i felt so useless.
mei yong.
y?
some of my friends had slowly parted with me, some are still standing by me. some are giving me those cold treatment.
i could not feel anymore sad-der.
but it is ok.
i just wanna make myself believe that i shld not compromise with anyone else anymore and had a own set of thinking .
that is all abt it.

2006-08-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

i got a severe ear block today.
it all started after i got up from the nap.
it made me gloomy the whole day.

anyway, i got my results back.
u noe wad. i failed two subs and i had no hard feeling about it.
it wasnt my usual self. maybe i had grown numb to it.
anyway quite happy that my oral teacher was MRS CAROLIN TAN.
she and i just had some misunderstandings.
ok. and i found that my english was become more sophisicated in the sense that i use words that i dont really relate with often .
hmm... influence by my kor.

so today was wed. and it turns out to be the worst day this week.
my body was sore from the excessive run yesterday.
luckily today's lessons were not that boring.
k, and band was quite ok.

had upper winds for sectionals. not that bad though some rhythm mistakes.
k, then took whole band for combine....blah blah,
worst of all is i had to pump for dropping a tuba which i din dropped?!?! ok, it was partly my fault so i had to pump. 225 times. sick.
played Batman, Abba Gold .. after band. and that pink panther song blew me off. groovy and sexy. not bad, ended at ard 7.45pm.

well it was raining outside and i had to rush back to watch SI , so i walked pretty fast.
but wad the hell, i didnt notice that one stupid biker was honking at me from infront until it nearly crash into me. pls lah, it was so pitch dark and i had a ear block, how can i see or hear u.
we just exchange some simple vulgarities then i left.

oh yah. today kor went chalet, he is always popular with the gals sia, bo bian. then finally no one to bug me to offer the com to him. haha.

2006-08-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

had a fun day yesterday.

band was fun. played in the basketball court.
tried to master the idea of projecting. and someone told me that she can even hear me in the classroom?!?!
whoa, i was loud then.
combine after that. hmm..i felt real dizzy then. probably been in the sun too long.

went cwp before heading to ikea. ok, i love to play with nipples!! ok, what i mean is that sweet. haha.
we were right to go left but sinyi says right. thks to her that we went in a round. haha.
bought lots of stuffs for farewell function.
nearly 70 dollars spent there.
yeah, then me, juz, sinyi and riki went to eat the famous spanish hotdog. the mustard with chilli sauce on the hotdog was real nice lah. love it. then i met a lovely spanish woman outside the shop but i couldn't help laughing at her flower on her head.

took shutterbus to woodlands. went to riki's hse to put the stuffs.
saw joel. then i think he sees sinyi home bah.
haha. me and juz was like so awkward to follow them. haha.

ok, i felt real slpy during the whole journey. exhausted bah.
rmb next week we have another trip hor - to chinatown!!
haha. looking forward to our next ex-co trip.

2006-08-25T09:26:00.000+08:00

whoa, long time din't blog le.

thks god todae is a holiday.
trying very hard to concentrate on the work in front of me.
gonna strive hard for EOY.

ok, i gonna go for grp study le.

2006-08-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

i am having a slight headache after a long day yesterday.

missed the mrt to school. damn.
and when i reached the classroom, i found that i had JUST mised my oral chance. ARHX.
then i waited for almost like 45 mins be4 my turn.
ok it was disastrous. the passage is real chim ..and the conjunction is hard to link with .
had a fair chat with ms choi. rest assured guys, she didnt fail anyone of us. phew.

had band. it was fun to be under baton of ms lau, the eupho tutor.
she is funny lah. not only her actions but her facial expressions.
learnt alot from her. and she really reminds me of emily.

went home after that. wanted to sleep, but got a call from my friend. a dance compeitition?!?!
ok. i went.
anyway i feel so sick after talking mrt to esplanade. coz the mrt was packed with ppl and then there was this caucasian. he smells HORRIBLE. his cologne is freaking me out.
i ENDURE it from bradell to orchard lo...

had a real full dinner while waiting for charles. he is ALWAYS late, but i am no better lah..
then we five guys and ben's gf, ziling, proceeds to the dance floor.
i can feel that joe is abit uncomfortable in his attire. haha, and his make-up is too over with ur stupid afro hair but i love ur brown contacts lens. although yesterday my blue one is nicer.
waited until 8 then it started. it was a real exciting show. every grp was like dancing until so hiong lah, brought up the atmosphere.
anyway won 3rd. not bad lah.

eat pizza for supper. and my order was like only a plate of garlic bread and a drink.
but they gave me two plates and a soup?!?! lolx.
wanted to change but ziling was like ' aye stupid. this one free one why dont take?' . ok i'm lucky.
walk awhile outside before ben and ziling said wanna go MOS.
funny is charles say is mos burger arhx? erm. if u are reading this, it is Ministry of Sound.
anyway, i underage. bo bian went home liao.

saw my sis and her bf downstairs. caught them twice liao lo...
i was faking that i didnot see them. hmm. but it was too obvious le.
my bro went to watch soccer at his friends' hse, and staying over. then my mum and dad are having their own time outside, probably shopping or wad.

ok..then i saw my homeworks....
sick.

2006-08-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

oh ya.
was checking my email then saw a reminder.

HAPPY B'DAE KOK WEY!!!

time do pass like nobody's business.
ok.
did i say that i am going to slp at my last entry??
ohman. why am i still here??

lame.

2006-08-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

i shld have pon today.

nvr in my life had i have 7 FREE PERIODS in a day.
and tons of homework are thrown at us - only to be completed in, A DAY!
fuck them la.
and it blew my chance to get my humanities back, again. and it is tiring to wait for another week.

and the japanese juniors are cute lo. they are so innocent.
unlike us. and their teacher are damn damn lame.
wad is the biggest nation in the world? they said donation.
nah.
shld be imagination!
ok, lame.

i am currently listening to Buttons by Pussycat Dolls.
it brought back my memories when i was at Esplanade watching a gang of dancers moving to the groove of this song.
though not exactly like how the dolls danced, but it was sexy lah.
haha..how they pump their bodies and all those gestures... so hot.

ok, i need to unwind for now.
i had just spent almost 3 hrs studying on maths and chem - both which i had done badly.
not bad huh...i can stay still and study for so long. hehe.

and tomorrow there will be a oral test.
haha. no mean task for me.
i just love to talk..craps.. haha

i wanna wanna wanna wanna have my sleep now.
k bye.

2006-08-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

i'm just tired.
after a long day in sch.

im not drifting apart from where i am.
and it will nvr be.
they will always be my friends.

and i and him are not quarrelling, or having any internal conflict.
rest assured. we are still friends. or maybe on ex-classmates terms bah.

and i must explain myself. i m NOT bias towards anyone.
get this right for the last time.

and dont think that i am indecisive or wad.
i left it to you all to think first before i give any opinions.
to aviod ppl saying that my methods will not work or wad.
i got enough of it . and sick of it.

and i aint no on the soft side.
u just aint wanna see the damn serious side of me.
maybe i bringing this out too regular nowadays.

but just wanna tell that -
i can be lame and funny at times, but when it is down to business, NAH.
it will all be serious work.
so to avoid my disgust remarks, react well to the circumstances.

i am having a hard time to chill down.
but i am in the midst of it.

2006-08-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

Disastrous.

i failed three subjects in a row. both my maths and chem.

then i thougt my phys also fail, just to find that ms lem wrote 12 as 2.

hoo...and i am not feeling in place .

not because of the results but partly.

maybe i worry too much for their future. maybe i am being just A LITTLE paranoid.

maybe i am being TOO ambitious. or TOO full of myself.

u all might think that, yeah u are the boss, yeah u all are the leaders..
but do these makes wad we really are?
we are not an individual, but a team.
Just like a pianist has ten fingers and a mind.
A band has ten sections and a mind too.
And who make up the mind?
The answer is obvious.

This plight we are in, you all may not understand, just like how jasmine treated us, i could not understand too. But i do now.

Just rmb, nth shall last forever.
and u all will get to know how this feel when it comes ard.

2006-08-13T10:03:00.000+08:00

this was for yesterday.

had band in the morning. not that bad having sectionals with mr tan.
met a mad woman when going to school. she real siao lo.

i felt that yesterday i was a bit too fierce during pumpings.
and sinyi does sounds like.... lolx.
committee meeting was like crapping.
help clear the band library after that. it was full of photocopied scores siax.

went to j8 and had lunch. actually wanted to go expo for the library books fair.
but i think is because too far bah, then didnt go.
me & juz then went to far east to walk ard. she bought the fried mars bars was like... not i think how it should taste like.
anyway, we found that the time is still early, then went to suntec.

we were walking round and round until we found Mac. hahax.. the place is just too big ok?
actually we went there is to find yihuan and xuena. but we also saw chueh-ching there. hahax.
she was cute in her uniform. and thks yihuan for your meal. damn nice of u.
we sat down and crap ard. thought of some band rules then the band farewell things.
ok, then i found out that i didnt zip my pants. hahax..heng that no one notice it.

time flys by real fast. we then went to esplanade there to watch fireworks.
spent ard 20mins sitting in esplanade waiting.
whoa, had a hard time trying to find squeeze through... we shld have not wait.
haha...something funny happened. alot of ppl was coming out of the crowd...and i was like giving way...suddenly i felt someone holding onto my hand beside me. real tight.
if it was a girl, then nvm lah ... but it was a boy sia... ewww...
i quickly shake it off. dunnoe whether to laugh or wad.
we then went to the other side to have a better view.
turns out that we were block by the trees. kept moving ard...
it last for 15mins, three rounds. and the finale was damn grand ... it litted the whole sky up. looks like it were meteors.

ok, then we witnessed a fight. and juz told me that the victim was vomitting after that.
went back to mac again. actually wanted to wait for yihuan to xia ban, but after dinner juz told me that she nid to go home by 12am.
reach home at ard 12.30.

2006-08-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

i dont know why i keep thinking today was a monday.
felt out of place.

so i got back my english paper. quite elated.
20/30 for compo. that is by far the highest marks i ever obtain for compo.
i either fail it or merely pass it.

and i love that Forrest Gump movie. though he only got 75 for IQ, but he did things that ordinary are not able to do. i love his devotion to jenny and his friends. very humourous and touching at times. nice movie.

went to pizza hut and had lunch .
the curry zazzle that i order was so piping hot and spicy that it nearly burn my tongue at first bite. hahax
and i had a hard tym finishing them off. brought back memories when i once ate the korean cuisine that i literally had to drink the whole pot of green tea on the table.
i could not take spicy stuffs. ;(

oh ya, i had a few great laughs during assembly. anti-stress.
thks to kennedy and yvonne for the entertainments. cant forget your jokes.

:)

2006-08-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

WHOA! the national day parade was indeed joyous!!!
me, pearyln, juz and minghui did enjoyed ourselves.
especially the fireworks.
we were like sitting directly underneath the fireworks.. the image is damn beautiful.
had three rounds of that. this year the organizers are really not saving the best for the last.
aniwae..i screamed at the top of voice at every performance. i was too high. hahax.
and some funny things i did to the couple in front of me. her gf and i was like ...burst out in laughters.
and heard from minghui that wad if u fall out in parade, i mean the contingent or wad, they can be charged to go jail siax. den shortly after that, one women just collapsed. whoa..dunnoe whether wad minghui said is true or not.
oh ya, saw the deyi band performing. i could just say that their DM was real pro with that mace of his. nvr drop lo.

after the parade, we took a few pictures together since this was the last time we are able to take in the national stadium. and minghui's video on that fireworks was damn great.
after that, we went to take shutter bus.
the place was crowded with ppl since we were very bored, we started to crap around. hahax.
i love my chipmunk way of talking. haha..act cute.
and we met a friendly ahma. had a fair chat with her. and she was damn pekcek when she knew that we were not the first to board the bus though we were in the queue first. thks auntie.

on the bus, i watched the SI. it was paul singing Picture of You.
erm, wad could i say. Bad??? Atrocious??? or GET OUT LAHX.
it is not i dont like him, is he isnt pitching correctly, and he just sing that throughout. ohman, watch wad u are singing next tym.
and that traffic accident was boring me down.
went to PS to have dinner, or supper?? the lym was like ...10.05pm. i wasnt in a good mood to go and eat. not that i am not hungry, is i felt sleepy.
dine in Pasta Mania. have the worst baked rice i ever had.
maybe they are about to close shop bah.

slept almost through the whole journey back home.
had a quick bath, and watched the SI which i asked me bro to record.
hahax, i love jasmine rendition of Underwood's song. finally she is getting back on the show.
about 2am went to slp .

today i seem to have a lot of things to do.
my hws are piling up again.

2006-08-09T09:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

since today is singapore's b'dae, gonna type everthing in red. lolx.
going to watch ndp in the national stadium. felt so fortunate. all thks to juz and jason.
feel so happy to be able to watch for the last tym in the national stadium since the last youth festival.

blog again later.

2006-08-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

just rmb that i didnt blog yesterday. probably too tired le.

well, had ndp yesterday. finally have a chance since last year rained. rmb?
anyway, quite fun. then took band fotos.
got some advices from mr tan.

then went to cwp with juz for luch. met minghui and yongshan. from far, they look like an item. hahax.
went ard to look at phones.
felt a bit uncomfortable, coz wearing band uni.
then saw a girl near the bus interchange.
we saw each other, then we look at each other from head to toes, then you noe wad?
we laugh our ass out sia.
coz we were pratically wearing the same thing. lolx. bet she was in band too.

yesterday was too much a coincidence. in foodcourt, i saw my friendster friends. we were like, aye..isnt that the one from friendster...lolx.
funny then when in courts or where, i saw one girl wanting to buy a mp3 i think, then i was just standing beside her.
she turned out to be my ex-pri school friends. take a few mins for me to notice. lolx.
then at the entrance, saw a bunch of my juniors from pri school. they was calling me ' HEY SENIOR!!' . luckily minghui they all not near me . lolx. so embarassing.
oh yeah, did i mention that when i was in the bus i saw Olsen?? lolx. long tym didnt meet le.

it got me thinking,
why everyone love to go cwp. lolx.

TIRED!!

2006-08-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

tiring is just the right word to describe today.

start off with the geog paper. fuck lah, i screwed it up.

then it was band, not that bad though. bless the weather tomorrow.

but it was the SL that wore me down.
damn frustrating to have to walk around asking ppl to do surveys and finding ppl.
plus, our exhibition place is like, god damnit, who will ever notice it lah.

did until ard 8pm then left sch.
saw one stupid caucasian praying outside the sch.
wth. i was like, yeah i noe our school is THAT holy, but u dun nid to stand in the middle of the paveway and stopped and, PRAYED?!?!
me was so shocked. damn devoted him.

den i reached home ard 9. dead beat.
tomorrow still need to come early for parade.
it's gonna be more tiring tomorrow.

2006-08-06T18:40:00.000+08:00

i am tired.

spent half of my day trying to sort out the playlists and rearranging them.
also did my geog revision.
kinda pek chek le..coz cant seems to memo them.

tomolo left one more paper liaox..gonna have merry after that. HAHA.
counted there will be like 3 days of holidays next week. relax-ing.

2006-08-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

currently blogging while toking on a mic.
shows the fact that guys cant really be multi-tasked.

todae went back to band, actually wanted to do SL one. but dunnoe where is shuhui.
then stay until ard 3pm then left band. went causeway to eat kfc.

then juz and i went to look for phones. kinda attracted to N73.
then i bought a mic after that. lolx.

aniwae, superband finals is not that exciting from wad i think it will be.
i supported Lucify, but sad they didnt make it.
milobing kinda rox the show tonight.

ok. i kinda felt spent now.
coz doing geog notes while toking to juz.
kinda mixing up my trail of thoughts.
hahax.

aniwae, happy b'dae to joel and samantha. :)

2006-08-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

i can finally feel some light in a-maths now.
finally i had the feeling that i will pass it.

oh yah. and the physics paper is damn sickening.
fuck the graph lah. i screwed it up.
i forgot to take notes of some minor notes, ended up testing all of them.

shit, and we need to rush with the SL thing. coz no time left.
but i kinda like our concept. well not forgetting theirs too.
hope they will turn out well. :)

eight down, one to go. core geog.

2006-08-03T16:16:00.000+08:00

i didnt do so well todae.

kinda mental block in the midst of chem paper. fuck.

HCL is rather easy i must say.. and it definitely dont worth the amount of marks.

tomorrow got ndp rehearsal..sianx...coz rmb still need to complete the service-learning.
damn.

oh ya. band exchange postponed to 9th sept. with springfield sec planning the games.
looking forward to it.

shit, i need to study the a-maths liao. gonna die man.

HAPPY studying guys.

2006-08-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

todae was definitely not a good day.

coz i didnt complete both my CTs.
no tym for both maths and ss.

arhs. pek chek.

only can wish lucks for my a-maths now.

2006-07-31T18:42:00.000+08:00

lately, i found that i had been missing out at lot in my life.

i was gripping too hard unto my studies, and vexing too much on responsibilities.

i ought to give my self room for breathing. if not, i might die of lack of 'air'.

maybe after all this are settled, we all can get together for a chill out.

just to get ourself off the harsh way of life.

arent you yearning for that too?

2006-07-31T18:37:00.000+08:00

todae de hist was not that disastrous.
BUT my compo was.
damnit. nvr noe that compo will be so so boring.
i wrote about a lesson you will nvr forget. this topic was like..so primary school.
no choice. i stared at the paper blankly when i read other topics. damnit.

hist was not that bad except for the second question. it blow me off.
i was not prepare for anything about it.
aniwae, i think i will at least pass it bah.

tired.
went to band room to study.
real fun listening to that track on that cd while studying.

tomolo is maths and ss.
one is my forte, one is not.
mixed feelings about them.

nvrtheless, i hope i will pass. :)

2006-07-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

todae was sianx.

really study like mad for the CT.
study hist till my brain gonna bust .
then do maths till i wanna drop dead.

life is difficult, isnt it?

oh yah. went to cut hair at cck's saloon.
shorter now.
then went to mos to study. ALL BY MYSLEF.
coz time is getting late..dun wanna disturb others.
ok. then i saw two les beside me toking non stop.
wtf. they are real bitches.
aniwae..there is one guy in front of me who really likes to sing.
damn annoying..coz he sings female artistes songs.
diaox. vocally-challenged is wad i will described him.

ok hist and eng tomolo.
gonna do it well.
:)

2006-07-29T16:27:00.000+08:00

band todae was rather okae...
nothing out of the extraordinary.

went study with june they all.
then saw alot of my ex-pri sch friends.
damn that filbert. so daox.
aniwae..
study hist until my mind is all full of its crap.

stress up that next week is CT le.
gonna buck up.

oh ya.
todae is shuhui's bdae.
she is older liao. must be more 'mature' huh.
aniwae,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUHUI !

a rather stupid game we played

2006-07-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

haha..
todae me, juz, pearlyn, june and yvonne played a rather stupid game i must say.
well, it all started when justina saes that she is 'honeystar"...cute la she..
so then june blurted out that she wants to go BURBUR king tomolo...
lolx.
then we started giving names to each other...
pearlyn was then the pearly soya milk...then yvonne was called kuku krunch while i am the 'dong' john. =.=
aniwae the fun part is when we translate into chinese with our surname. yvonne has the funniest. her surname is Wu so with that ...she is called wu kuku..No dick siax. Lolx
played the stupid game on the bus that we should say each other new name n nt our originals.
haha...damn fun...aniwae i earned 5 dollars from pearlyn and juz.
haha.
have a real good laugh sia.. anti-stress in some sense.

2006-07-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

I hate it when i got scolded for nothing that i did.

I got so many to rmb and do...how could i rmb everything that they asked me to do

I'm so stressed up already..with so many tests on the way

I just don't know how i am going to handle them.

Save me from all this fcuking shits.

water parade

2006-07-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

well, all thks to the water parade that makes my dae
i was kena splashed by many people lah...and i rmb how lynn do it.
the water just hit directly at my face and in a split second i was like...wad the fuck...my vision became so blur..
then i felt like after running a marathon...damn drenched.
then kena attacked again outside school...dripping water all the way to the mrt...damn lang2 bei4.
it does not pay well to be a leader ...well maybe just for todae...

and after the fun, it was back to work again.
gonna die by the end of this week,
i seems like i was buried in a mountain of homeworks that are nvr be able to finish

all thks to those teachers for their bombardment of homeworks...
they nvr care about us lah...it is like next week is CT le...then they havent finish their syllabus so they have to rush...
wad the fuck lah..makes us so stress...
Useless fools.

hw just 'killed' me

2006-07-24T05:55:00.000+08:00

the time now is 5.51am...and i am currently rushing my hw especially maths . gonna get skinned alive by mr hui todae...sianx.

yesterday i planned to do hw the whole day...however, as you noe that my concentration is never high, i ended up watching tv shows the whole morning. dots...wasted alot of tym..then hongzhen asked me to do the service learning project...so i ended up in shuhui hse..
at first, i thought we were able to do something out for janice...however, we ended up toking craps..yeah..although it was quite a hilarious afternoon...and i think our grp is not at the seabed le...maybe floating above it now?? haha...
then i reached home at ard 7pm..felt like not going for that dinner liao...coz i saw my pile of hw laying on the table...HAIZ...but den i didnot touch it till about 10pm..coz i was busy watching tv shows again...Haha

and now...i was back rushing my hw...
homework is just killing me...haiz

Elections.

2006-07-23T08:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was election day.
well...i voted for justina, sinyi and riki to be the ex-co.
i didnt expect myself to have that many votes at first.. coz i thought i was keeping quite a low-profile in band. well, and it turns out to be sinyi having the most votes..then riki and me..having 32 votes.
then stella was like kept asking me to prepare a script. at that point of time, my palms was sweating lah..coz i really dunnoe wad to say...
but i think i pull it off fairly well bah...although i forgot to say that i am from tuba section. :)
well, and i became the president cum student conductor while sinyi become the VP cum the bao ga liao. congrats to sinyi. :)
and i want to thks all those who had voted for me.. ty ty. :)
Really hope that we can become a gold band next year...gonna strive really really hard this year as a band.

After band, juz and i went to J8 to watch the singapore idol. actually, since gayle was out, i dun feel like supporting SI le...but aniwae i went to see them in person...i hope that jon will win. aniwae..i blurpted out a word when someone asked mathilda wad she like to eat...then i said 'Pork lah' wth...i didnt notice that mathilda's parent was in front of me...so paiseh...

A wonderful week

2006-07-23T08:04:00.000+08:00

HAHA.this week's just full of ups and downs.
It all seems to go so bad on mondae... i lost my $$ when i returned home from watching the late night movie- Pirates of the Carribean. DAMN IT..and i still have to rush my hw at ard 1am!! Felt so devastated.
Luckily, it was IT DAY on tues. aniwae..it was no better. there is tons of hw to rush. my energy level is getting low. aniwae..slept for nearly 12hrs before getting up for sch again.
AND YOU KNOW WAD? weds is the worst dae of my life. first i was being 'hynotised' by that Mr Ng.My energy level went down flat immediately aafter 15 mins of his class. i fell right alsleep when i lean on the table. He is SUCH a bore. Then came mAths. his power is not as great as mr ng though, but his childishness is giving me creeps. I just couldnt stand his actions. Get a life man.
It seems to go well on thursdae since it was a IT dae again. however i met a wierd uncle when waiting for June. he just kept asking me some stupid and who da hell will want to know the question. like he ask me, " do you wanna know how old i am?"...wad tha fuck la...is like u think i care meh...then he was like kept coming nearer...he just send creeps down my spine. and the SI results sadden me...gayle was kicked out...at first i was praying that gurmit wld sae jay...but when he said is gayle...my heart just sunk...gayle doesnt deserve to leave ... she is not the one hu is vocally-challenged wad..i nearly cried man..
Friday is the most sian dae to me...coz have 4periods of humanities. gonna die of boredom again.
however i was LATE for school...Arhx..gonna get dentention now...so something came to my mind...PON la :)

2006-07-23T07:56:00.000+08:00

Hi PeePs.
Wow...it has been a 'nong nong' tym since i last use a blogger sia.
haha aniway. hope u all can tag my blog regularly huh. :)